After events that have happened for years, I am going to be writing down my thoughts in this journal. Some of you will side with me and sympathize, or some of you will hate me. Either way, I need to get this off my chest.

First off, fuck the entire universe and fuck everyone. Why am I being so hostile? Because I'm done getting shitted on and being raped by the universe and assholes. And you know what, I expect you all to say "Well, you shouldn't be an asshole. Kindness is the answer." When has it been? And who are you to order me to be nice? You are not my parents or my supervisor! Don't even fucking tell me that I should be nice. I've been trying to be nice my whole life, and that's gotten me nowhere!

I worked hard to get where I am, and it's my fucking right to be who I am! I have two diplomas, two college degrees, a certification, and I'm an National Technical Honor Student. Who are all of you to dictate what I can feel and not feel?! Also, life and the universe has the right to fucking rape me?! FUCK THAT! I am a human being and I demand to be treated with fucking respect and dignity!

I've been blocked by assholes who don't want to listen to reason and logic, as well as want things handed down in life and think their way is right, when that's not how life works. Since when is society dictated by dumbass, mental, incompetent people?!

I hope the whole world sets ablaze! I hope everyone burns straight down to hell! I hope people drop dead! Fuck this shit!

Since I will not be doing much here on Newgrounds, I will be active on these sites mostly:

Deviantart - Zach-USA

Furaffinity - Commando672

Inkbunny - Commando672

Twitter - Zach the Fox (@Zach_the_Fox)

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Idk if I wanna post here anymore.... I mean, ill keep my account but idk if I really wanna post things here after all the shit im going through... I'll be most active on Deviantart (Zach-USA)

How come no one likes my works....? How come nobody wants to watch me....?

I don't understand what destroying statues of "infamous" history figures will do... That's why they're there. You cannot erase history. Those statues and names are there as a reminder not to do what our dark history tells us. 

Not to be dark or horrid but that's why the Holocaust concentration camps are still around. That's why the American civil war equipment is still at Gettysburg. That's why Alcatraz, the Columbus statues and names, and other monuments/buildings/places. They are all there to serve that purpose. 

I keep remembering a quote by George Santayana and he said, "Those who do not learn from history, are condemned to repeat it." We must learn from everyone's mistakes and seek to prevent them from happening again... 

And I have Postybirb!