After events that have happened for years, I am going to be writing down my thoughts in this journal. Some of you will side with me and sympathize, or some of you will hate me. Either way, I need to get this off my chest.

First off, fuck the entire universe and fuck everyone. Why am I being so hostile? Because I'm done getting shitted on and being raped by the universe and assholes. And you know what, I expect you all to say "Well, you shouldn't be an asshole. Kindness is the answer." When has it been? And who are you to order me to be nice? You are not my parents or my supervisor! Don't even fucking tell me that I should be nice. I've been trying to be nice my whole life, and that's gotten me nowhere!

I worked hard to get where I am, and it's my fucking right to be who I am! I have two diplomas, two college degrees, a certification, and I'm an National Technical Honor Student. Who are all of you to dictate what I can feel and not feel?! Also, life and the universe has the right to fucking rape me?! FUCK THAT! I am a human being and I demand to be treated with fucking respect and dignity!

I've been blocked by assholes who don't want to listen to reason and logic, as well as want things handed down in life and think their way is right, when that's not how life works. Since when is society dictated by dumbass, mental, incompetent people?!

I hope the whole world sets ablaze! I hope everyone burns straight down to hell! I hope people drop dead! Fuck this shit!